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I didn't realise this post was saved as draft and not published. Post was edited for the sake of being 'nice'.

I just had a heartfelt talk with Edna. She gets me. Earlier today there was a bitch brawl. Interesting. I've been getting to that alot lately huh. Haha. I will be a bitch if I have to. I'm sick and tired of giving in. It all started with her, this 'I think I'm better than you' classmate.

I could feel the anger overpower me. I didn't fight it instead I let it take control. I've tolerated enough shit from her. She makes comments and practically forces comments on you. Sure everyone is opinionated, but like I said before, if you don't know a thing, its best to keep your mouth shut.

Ok so I admit I'm sensitive, but aren't we all? Today was one of the days where I let my anger get the better of me and lost control. Don't get me wrong. I don't regret what happened. In fact I found it quite liberating. I finally realised how misunderstood I was. See when people like her make judgements, they're brutal and don't even bother to find out the truth. Basically they talk through their noses.

She said I was a spoilt brat. A childish little rich girl, superficial, and that I should take the judgements maturely. She probably thinks that by being older, she's mature? You should've seen the stuff she said. It definitely doesn't come from someone who claims to be mature. There were even false accusations which isn't even remotely true. What is it with this people? They act like they know everything when the truth is they obviously don't know the least about me. So who are they to judge me?

"Well at least I don't have to lick my lecturers' asses to confirm my standing", so she said. That was totally uncalled for. I mean what has that gotta do with anything. She's one of those drama queens who blow things outta proportion. First of all, I don't lick my lecturers' asses, because the lecturers I respect are definitely not baised. Work is work, they are professionals and they should know better. If I told my lecturer about this, she'll probably be offended. When my work is crap, my lecturer would tell me it is. There are people in this world who actually work hard to get to where they are.

Just registered for SIM, we’re going for the talk tomorrow. So anyways thanks Edna everything. But I had to come out and say it, I had enough. This is just the beginning. I can be a best friend but I can be a worst nightmare.